其實我內心狀態很不好
只是不知道怎麼跟身邊的人說
CORPSE 中英字幕〈外面的世界太可怕〉
Cuz
起初
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
我什麼都做不好, 吸取不了教訓
I can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
重蹈覆轍, 只好服下抗抑鬱藥物
Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
疾病和救濟剝奪了我的青春
My friends probably hate me,
朋友們可能討厭我了,
can't answer a message
只好已讀不回
Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
被焦慮感佔據, 自我被屏蔽
Feelin' inadequate's always what's drivin' me
自卑感一直支配著我
Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be
我不是好榜樣, 那也並非我所力圖的
Can't go outside, I'm afraid they'd be findin' me
我不能出去, 怕他們會逮到我
Paranoid 'bout my privacy
我執著於個人隱私
yeah
And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate
而他們總問關於我長相的問題,
果然夏蟲不可語冰
Fuckin' caught my own reflection,
該死的 看見我自己的倒影,
broke a mirror the other day
之後某天我砸碎了鏡子
Gotta a lot of bad shit that I'm takin' to my grave
真是糟糕透頂, 我在自掘墳墓
Got a fuckin' date with death,
與死神度過了差勁的約會,
on house arrest 'til trial date
並被軟禁直到審判之日
So I grab the red wine on rainy days and then I pour it
陰鬱的雨天裡我拿起紅酒
將其傾倒而出
Cuz I'll age another fuckin' thousand days before I know it
因為我還會在不知不覺中沉澱數千個日子
Yeah, I’ll spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin’
是, 我會在這裡熬過無數歲月
滑著手機蹉跎著光陰
But I love when it rains cuz I'm agoraphobic
由於患有懼曠症 我愛這樣的斜風細雨
(Alright, be easy, this is the last one you'll get)
（好吧, 放輕鬆, 這是最後一件你需要知道的）
I'm not okay,
我不是很好
I'm not okay,
我的狀態不好
I'm not okay,
我實在很不好
I'm not okay,
我一點都不好
What's the point?
努力的意義在哪？
I'm not okay
我得不到改善
What's the point?
還是放棄吧？
I'm not okay
我依然不好
(This shit is fuckin' difficult)
（要邁出去 他媽的有夠難）
