JOB

世上無一份工，我好想做。上年直到宜家，都係。我唔會由15歲讀會計，或18歲讀，lee樣唔係我想做嘅野。開始變得簡單，見到其他部門有人染髮，我就想過檔。見到個老細好相處啲，會同下屬傾偈，我又想過檔。呀老細風趣幽默，又吸引左你嘅目光。或者人生如此，如此簡單。除左錢之外，lee啲係返工誘因。

工作滿足感？準時收工(是常識吧，一放工，菊花就放鬆)。實現自己。其實，如果我繼續攞20,000為薪水目標嘅話，我會達到，用多(未來)幾年時間，我知道。不過，假使你諗起經理月賺28,000，你會唔開心，你同人比。lee行可以係高薪嘅，若然你個頭開得好，你接受到起初嘅瘋狂OT嘅話。又其實，lee啲瘋狂OT係抵嘅，因為幾年後，你可以月入3萬。lee個數係部分人唔知要做幾耐先有嘅數。

而當你要有2萬蚊先開心，你永遠都唔會開心。唔開心已經由lee刻開始，再蔓延。"i have abundant money" x 3. when i think of that, and believe i may have 20 grands soon, i can even imagine how i would spend the 20 grands. say, i can rent a 5,000 dollars room. i can have a bed of my own, a room of one's own, really. my peace. may be i will give 5,000 to my parents. i got 1 grand left.

but everyone has his own place in the society, right. to be part of the member of the society. money, how can you define "enough"? i am so lost. why. because i cannot find the connections i want in life. yes, as you say, you know you need to rebuild the relationships you have at the moment. anyway, change your environment first. accept you are ordinary. "this" may be "that's it" for your life. live every moment, current moment.

so what if we are so ordinary. we are not great men, cannot make remarkable, everlasting things? try to do your fucxxxx job good. try to help your colleagues. value your job.