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->有啥是我愛的？我仍愛音樂！愛，我仍愛愛。譬如幾日前，在酒樓聽到，一對父母閒聊女兒婚事，母親曾對女兒說，婚姻可不是兩人的事，是兩個家庭的事。母親又提醒女兒，男友買給你的名牌手袋，你可要使用啊，不然會浪費他的心意……窩心的說話。

-> 我憎惡、看不順眼的人事有很多。首要的是自己。為甚麼？我也不知道。我有那麼討厭嗎？你不夠勇敢，你沒有適時發聲，你不夠努力，你太愛埋怨。但你想改變，正在改變，而改變過程不是一日便可。你需要堅持走下去。

今天比昨天更勇敢，今天比昨天說得更多，並有預備犯錯的心理準備。對，做得有缺憾的話，沒有回頭空間，你不能再活一次。不過，人生就是重覆，你有可能下次面對差不多的抉擇、差不多的人，這次你的選擇會如何？

You will make mistakes. You will get knocked down. Then before people step on you, you will climb up again. This process will be repeated and repeated.(你將會做錯事，會遭打倒，在人們踐踏你前，你會爬起來。以上過程會循環不息)。

-> 你愛自己甚麼？這個人太獨一無二，你從未遇上這種人，而你相信以後亦不會。他有點離經叛道吧，在他正常的時候，我想和他一起，應該滿有新意的。獨一無二在哪？他竟然不信奉婚姻！我好像頭一遭在我的世界聽到這樣的事！他因為父母婚姻失敗，而有此想法，他也有他的道理。

他還有何古怪地方？有！他是無藥可救的浪漫主義者！怎樣無藥可救？他相信愛、相信愛情及相信浪漫。維基百科表示︰浪漫主義注重以強烈的情感作為美學經驗的來源，並且開始強調如不安及驚恐等情緒，以及人在遭遇到大自然的壯麗時所表現出的敬畏。(參考資料︰https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E6%B5%AA%E6%BC%AB%E4%B8%BB%E4%B9%89 )

他屬情感和直覺派，有時認為感覺對了，整件事便對了。這點不理性或會害死他，若然他下定論前，尋找一、兩項證據，支持其想法，這會令他客觀點。

他有義氣，當認定你是朋友時，他大多時候會站在你那邊。如果幫得上忙，或有餘力，又或心情好時，他應該會管你的閒事。接著他可能會不分青紅皂白批評你，這樣可令他暫時脫離自己的一團糟生活，也許令他自我感覺高人一等吧，最後一部分原因是他怕你看不見自己的問題(雖然他當時未意識到，人家可能了解自己的短處)。

-> 30歲打後怎樣過？的確，年紀愈大，應該變得更有魅力，內心也更得力。我還有沒有更進一步的空間？那我要更自律，直視你的魔鬼，直視你的不安，且接受它們的存在。腦海浮現美國樂團Linkin Park對其主音Chester Bennington的悼文︰

Dear Chester,

Our hearts are broken. The shockwaves of grief and denial are still sweeping through our family as we come to grips with what has happened.

You touched so many lives, maybe even more than you realized. In the past few days, we’ve seen an outpouring of love and support, both public and private, from around the world. Talinda and the family appreciate it, and want the world to know that you were the best husband, son, and father; the family will never be whole without you.

Talking with you about the years ahead together, your excitement was infectious. Your absence leaves a void that can never be filled—a boisterous, funny, ambitious, creative, kind, generous voice in the room is missing. We’re trying to remind ourselves that the demons who took you away from us were always part of the deal. After all, it was the way you sang about those demons that made everyone fall in love with you in the first place. You fearlessly put them on display, and in doing so, brought us together and taught us to be more human. You had the biggest heart, and managed to wear it on your sleeve.

Our love for making and performing music is inextinguishable. While we don’t know what path our future may take, we know that each of our lives was made better by you. Thank you for that gift. We love you, and miss you so much.

Until we see you again,

LP